l Know its a little bit out of character for me to suddenIy leave wiTHout notice (is it?), but out of blue i feel the urge to leave...just leave..so yeah,here i am, leaving for the 4 days HoIidays (yeah,we got sunday off too..sorry,sucks to be u:-)

Anyway,im leaving for Kazan, the largest russian muslim city.nothing biggie;not pilgrimage or anything ..just loittering here and there,maybe score some chicks (fakeness alert 125% !!)

So wish me a safe journey!!

Tomorrow, another cycle start. And this time, its hardcore till the exam.
All Internal Medicine, Trauma, and Infection are exams subject for this semester (read : you have to dig in deep so that u can survive this semester)

and just finishing Med Psycho today didnt make it any easier..I just found out that I am
60 % depressive
15 % narcissistic
and the rest is.......lovable..

i dont even know how that is possible

i dont think this clip have anything to do with it, but I just stumble upon it while YOuTubing

its funny i know.. :)



i feel like throwing up now.it must be the amoxicillin Ive been consuming.Tomorrow will have another apointment with ENTist, and I dont think my hidung will kene tebuk anytime soon.

I wish you were here..

tata

yup..thats how my face (and yours) actually look alike....deep inside, we are all the same ugly ogre. So please, all the beauty queen out there, stop putting your nose high up in the air, coz 
eventually 
you'd be degraded into one of these horrible images..


anyway..

I;m not here to bitching about what beauty really means and how its bla bla bla...

I'm here to tell you (and whimpers) about my current state of totally-blocked nose. Yup. Its that time of the year.

and that up there, is the x-ray image of my sinus, showing the opacification on my left maxillary sinus. In other words to non-meds out there, there SHOULD BE A HOLE on my left cheek, only thats its absent in the picture. Its not absent actually, it is rather filled with pus, and all yukies liquids....note that the picture is held in a mirror fashion way.

p/s: why do I still look overweight even in my X-ray???...I thought they cant reveal the amount of SC fat under your chin..
.

anyway, that my meds under there which cost me a little more than Rub 3000 ( almost RM 300)...not that we dont have cheaper drugs (which is the pride of Russian medicine), but just because like typical Russian bi**h, my clinicians thought all foreigners have hundreds of Euros at their disposal.

and that's why she prescribed me with AQUA MARIS (Rub 130) to flush my nose. Its practically a beautifully bottled sea water from Brittany, France. I paid fucking RUB 130 for a 30ml sea water...

anyway, surgery (to tebuk lubang up my nose) is being postponed because the treatment look promising. it must be the sea water..hahaha...

final result will be this friday. and until then, I got MC for the whole week. yea!!!!

 

Did I tell you.. I love :-

1) Romantic-heartwrenching love story
2) French movies
3) Movies depicting the WWII era



so, when I bumped into this movie called Un Amour a taire, I couldnt be more happy to see all the 3 elements I loved intertwined in this multiple-award-winning film..

but wait on, inside it, is the spice-up elements I never expected...

and that, truly is for you to discover..

here's a trailer I found in youtube..

i wish i could post more..there's a lot of thing happening around, and since everyone here thought its rather insignificant to hear me blabbering about it, I really2 need to express it all here, in this blog..where I can talk, n where I dont care if anybody even listening

anyway, I couldnt really..I'm not in a state of good health since the beginning of spring (perhaps its the dust??) or more specifically since the OBGYN cycle started (yes, it must be the excessive unnecessary exposure to Vjay-jay)

fever is undulant..sometimes I feel fine, but by evening it got so hectic I felt like fainting..then Ill take a shower n it will cool down a bit but not for long. I thought interferon will kick it out, but I ended up having fluid coming both from nostrils, and now voila!! from the a** as well (yes my dear, its diarrhea)

I felt dehydrated most of the days, and the continous consumption of fluid didnt help much as it aggravates my urgency to the men's (or women's when I was in OBGYN dept, what the hell..nobody cares here)

and here I am, after typing just for 10 minutes, my eyes started to spin..

so I really better get off now'

wish u all out there the best health, and yes.do thank God for that...

Gynea surgery: atypical myoma in abdominaI cavity...sHa in acTion....isk2,meIepas peluang sbb selsema:-(.