yup..thats how my face (and yours) actually look alike....deep inside, we are all the same ugly ogre. So please, all the beauty queen out there, stop putting your nose high up in the air, coz 
eventually 
you'd be degraded into one of these horrible images..


anyway..

I;m not here to bitching about what beauty really means and how its bla bla bla...

I'm here to tell you (and whimpers) about my current state of totally-blocked nose. Yup. Its that time of the year.

and that up there, is the x-ray image of my sinus, showing the opacification on my left maxillary sinus. In other words to non-meds out there, there SHOULD BE A HOLE on my left cheek, only thats its absent in the picture. Its not absent actually, it is rather filled with pus, and all yukies liquids....note that the picture is held in a mirror fashion way.

p/s: why do I still look overweight even in my X-ray???...I thought they cant reveal the amount of SC fat under your chin..
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anyway, that my meds under there which cost me a little more than Rub 3000 ( almost RM 300)...not that we dont have cheaper drugs (which is the pride of Russian medicine), but just because like typical Russian bi**h, my clinicians thought all foreigners have hundreds of Euros at their disposal.

and that's why she prescribed me with AQUA MARIS (Rub 130) to flush my nose. Its practically a beautifully bottled sea water from Brittany, France. I paid fucking RUB 130 for a 30ml sea water...

anyway, surgery (to tebuk lubang up my nose) is being postponed because the treatment look promising. it must be the sea water..hahaha...

final result will be this friday. and until then, I got MC for the whole week. yea!!!!